YourSELF. Your body. Breathing in and out, feeling hunger and warmth and cold, the passion of the blood coursing through your veins.
YOU OWN AND RUN YOUR FABULOUS BODY! You are a superpower and your own superhero. Work it.
Make 2 columns down a sheet of paper. “What do I like about Myself? What are my Good points.”
What don’t I like about myself? What do I need to let go of or FIX? OR Forgive??? Ooooo.
Man is GUILT and self-flagellation ever programmed into us. Figure it out. Ruminate on what happened or see a counselor. You may need to apologize to some people and make amends. Just don’t expect them to forgive you or want a friendship. Move on! Do better.
It’s that simple. Go outside. Sit on your porch. Go for a walk. Go buy some healthy food. Just don’t turn on the mind and heart programming screen. Listen to music or work out and stretch.
I used to hate thinking about food. I ate healthy food, fruits, and veggies, then I would pig out on sugar and got very fat. I’m so over it but I know why I did it.
Now I’m a size 14 and going down. I only hurt myself and now I take care of myself. We’ve usually been raised to abuse the substance we abuse so we have permission to abuse it. Everyone else is!
You don’t live for everyone else. Are you going to jump off a cliff if they do? Your life belongs to you and know that IT IS ABSOLUTELY TABOO IN OUR CULTURE TO HONOR, LOVE, AND.TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF! It’s called selfish but it’s the opposite. You can’t give or share with anyone from an empty vessel where you never fill your cup. Most of the time, others aren’t going to do it for you.
American culture is sick and all about addiction, materialism, money, slavery, and frankly, Luciferianism. ” Do what you’re told. Do what everyone else is doing.” STOP.
Source is real and in all of our diversity, we are all children of Source and loved. Be yourself and take care of yourself whether or not anyone else is.
I recommend remembering your dreams as much as possible. They have vital information for your 3D life. Asking to remember them or telling yourself to before you go to sleep might work.
This dream was twelve nights ago between White 13 Worldbriger, my analog, and Blue 1 Hand, my 5gforce so this was pivotal. I had no idea it was coming, nor have I been remembering them lately.
The first three-quarters of the dream was getting rid of a feeling of failure that I’m incapable of jumping through hoops for a lesser man just so I can fit into what society thinks a beautiful woman is supposed to do, feed a man her soul who doesn’t deserve her instead of being single. If what I am is so wrong, why do straight women come to my office all the time and tell me they wish they could be like me? Free.
Because they aren’t willing to pay the price of societal rejection, judgment, and pressure in patriarchy and make their own money instead of being subsidized by a man. Because they are NOT me. That’s why not.
Well, I’m tired all the time, never take vacations, and have no sex because I won’t degrade myself with hookups. Do they want that?
Women use men all the time because most men don’t love, they lust. Gay people use each other too but sometimes love. Lust isn’t love. Friendship is love. That attracts gay men to women and presents another problem.
Here is the dream;
I was in a car on a local road here and for some strange reason, there was no sign. I took a right off-ramp and I didn’t know where it was going or why but I ended up on this extremely strange highway that was geometric cubes. They were sort of cushy, full of air or balloon-like and it was ginormous and colorful, thousands of them. There were a lot of cars and types of roads but it was all slanted downhill and it was very scary cause it went super, super fast was by no means normal. I guess in our dimension it looked like a high-tech road and I was warned in a previous dream that it was being built. I remember now. I believe it was the astral level.
I ended up on a boat with people and we were in some secluded tropical island place. I said, “Oh my God where am I?” There was no map, no idea of where we were, everybody was nice but they had no way to help me bc they weren’t from my home land of earth. But they were people. No biggie. No threat. They weren’t strange at all, like normal E.T.
Then the different symbols start coming. I saw a woman and she looked familiar and I said you know who I am right? She stopped and acknowledged me. “Do you know where we are or how I can get back home so I can get married on time? ” We were supposed to get married at 5 and now it was 7! I said, “Why can’t I see you at home?” when she wasn’t even in my dimension and she said it was because we love each other, I can see her now. It makes you able to see people you wouldn’t otherwise in 4D and 5D. And then she went away. She was nice but not warm at all. So it almost was like she was a guardian angel, somebody I knew. She looked physical, wearing a brown dress, long brown hair, normal woman.
And then I saw a note. I kept getting phone calls from earth like “Lisa where are you? The pastor and guests and my mate were ready to go. Everybody’s here.” I kept putting on the wrong earrings and my shirt had spots on it and at one point I was in a restaurant and the clothes were messed up and it was just chaos. I had the wrong necklace and earrings. No, I bought different things. The feeling was failure.
Then finally I saw this little note at the bottom, it’s very odd, it didn’t fit into the dream and it was from Harry in code with symbols. Typical. He loves to be cryptic to avoid emotion. It was very mischievous. Scribbles. There was a symbol of an upset cart laughing, and basically it was like he was being mischievous in spirit because he knew how to and was trying to stop me from mating with someone else because he wanted to but he felt like he couldn’t do it with me yet, he couldn’t mate with me, even though part of him wanted to. But he didn’t know what to do so he was gonna stop or sabotage somebody else from getting to me on the astral level. Little shit.
I woke up pissed like I need to email him again and set boundaries. He won’t listen. Let him stew in his bad energy soup of unforgiveness.
So that kind of woke me up to what Harry is about. Goofed up spiritually. That’s all he knows to do is to make trouble with women and thinks it’s fun. He doesn’t know exactly how to be constructive or change himself on his etheric level which is his emotional/mental body, so he’s just mischievous and destructive emotionally it was in code and I saw his name in code.
So the dream made clear to me the difference between the physical body, the etheric emotional mental body, and the astral body and how when we make choices in our etheric emotional mind, it changes the direction we’re gonna go which is our destiny. It’s the wider universe. There’s a cosmic component and I’m doing it myself. But the majority of the journey was spent just feeling like I have been a big failure as far as mating bc I can’t change for a man. It’s not in my personality. I feel that even in my waking life and punished by men bc I won’t hand them my soul for them to have bc they are so empty! I have no control over that. They do.
But the truth of the matter is, the person who is on my astral path is just as off the 3-D path as I am so we’re both trying to get ourselves lined up with our new destiny before we meet each other…I think. I hope. Who knows what the universe intends? I’m human so my vision is limited.
Our connection to our Higher Self from the astral plane up to 13th density comes right into the eyes through the sun. All 13 chakras or our Lightbody are activated by The Sun.
We must absorb sunlight to grow just like plants with photosynthesis. The sun also activates or makes Vitamin D that is already in our bodies. It cures a myriad of ills. We are no different. We need soil, grounding in the earth, water, and sunlight to be mentally and physically balanced. We are natural beings like trees and always will be.
We don’t necessarily need much food at all or social with others especially if they are toxic and projecting, doing transference, and offloading because they are not aware of God in them. I’m sensitive to people who are unloving or using food all the time to feed themselves instead of energy. I start to feel sick or drained around them.
They’re using others in all types of relationships to create a surrogate parent or they unconsciously vampire energy off of others because they don’t know how to create their own. It just creates chaos and is not spiritual at all but childish. We are in a time now where that will have to end if you are to come into your own light body, your Higher Self.
Ah, the old days of 2019 when I got 10 likes on a post. LOL! Well, before covid and scamdemic when people were still happy and hanging out IN PERSON with each other. I like this post.
My drug of choice was sugar (top right), particularly cheesecake. Anything can actually be a drug of choice which is your “go-to” when you don’t feel you can deal with the emotions of a bad situation or a toxic vampiric relationship sucking the life force from you or traumatic memories because you don’t know how to put up boundaries or kick the memories in the huevos. People are addicted to all kinds of things, even working out! For instance, no one needs to work out two hours a day, seven days a week and that is extremely unhealthy. The body won’t tolerate it. Sometimes a way out takes some thought and planning and if you’re in survival mode, who has time for thought and planning? Well, that’s what we tell ourselves. Sometimes we say, “I’ll plan it out tomorrow,” and tomorrow means never. Do it now.
Now that I’m on the wagon and eating very healthy, dealing with my feelings, setting boundaries and exercising, I can see how ironic the addiction shield is. In my case, my fat layers were my shield but they didn’t work. I still had men hitting on me. It’s SUCH a myth that men are only attracted to thin women. HUGE freaking lie. It didn’t work and I felt horrible. My husband and then men after him, after my divorce, still wanted my sexual energy and liked me fat layers and all. I must put out an energy I’m not fully aware of yet but I don’t intend to. I am who I am! I have to figure it out.
All of the other addictive substances and activities not done in moderation will hurt your health as well and we know them. So, who needs a shield against an enemy, which could be mate, family, bad job, boss, the IRS, you name it when you’re busy destroying yourself on the other side of the shield??
That is the irony. Most addicts feel like they’re empowering themselves by rebelling, defiantly smoking the cigarette or dab pen 6-10 times a day or anything else. You’re defying yourself! You’re hurting yourself behind the shield you’ve put up supposedly so others can’t get to you. Instead, YOU can’t get to you. It makes no sense and no one cares really if you want to destroy yourself of not. That’s the awful truth of our world. You do have to be your own best friend and it still continues to amaze me how much more I’m ignored the better I do on my own. That’s another irony. I think it’s the pity and rescuing thing. People who need to rescue themselves are addicted to rescuing others and pitying them. If you don’t fit that description, you are not useful to them.
If you really want to resist and be defiant against the machine (family, marriage, church, and state), LOVE YOURSELF, figure out how to make yourself happy, get so hot and so fit that everyone who said they loved you before find themselves deliciously jealous, hating you, trying to cut you down, and not talking to you anymore. You’re too good for them now. No, not really, but they are so down on themselves and you’re not that they have to project that out to stay in denial about their own power to change or willingness to exert themselves to achieve it.
There is nothing wrong with you wanting to improve yourself, in fact, the opposite. Live alone and organize your money so that you can support yourself and pay your bills. Think it through. Have fun with your kids and don’t talk to people that suck who everyone else thinks rock out. That is non-compliant. You don’t need the shield of defense anymore in the form of addiction because you’re right out in front, asserting yourself and picking your battles and hopefully, winning a few. Win the battles with YOURSELF, put that shield down and go after the kind of body and life you want, one day at a time.
Have a Blessed Winter Solstice. It begins at dusk tonight. May the Sun return to humanity and heal our bodies, souls, our families, our relationships, our earth and our blessed Universe that loves us always.
❤️ Love, Lisa
Sure on this shining night Lyric
James Agee
Sure on this shining night
Of starmade shadows round,
Kindness must watch for me
This side the ground.
The late year lies down the north.
All is healed, all is health.
High summer holds the earth.
Hearts all whole.
Sure on this shining night
I weep for wonder
Wandering far alone
Of shadows on the stars.
The meaning of Noel
A term signifying the holiday season, Noël comes to us from the Latin verb nasci, meaning “to be born.” In the book of Ecclesiastes, the birth of Jesus is called natalis. A variation of this word, nael, made its way into Old French as a reference to the Christmas season and later into Middle English as nowel.
And we are born through our 👨🍼, woven on the the Loom of Maya, meaning ILLUSION, to, for a time, become manifest as DNA in a body in this holographic matrix of time. And so did our Creator so he could relate to humans better.
The Prism. Nature gets it right…ALL the time. That’s holism. This is in sync with today and Jupiter loving novelty and diversity. If you know Sag kin they are impossible to pin down.
Body Magic
Today is Blue 9 Solar Monkey. Monkey and Star days are good for sex if you can fit it in. They are mediated by VENUS, the love planet ❤️ and pulse to the area of the body below the navel, all of it, just to the knees. Good stuff if you’re with the right person, which I can’t stress enough.
Speaking of magic, there is such a thing as sex magic that can bond you negatively to a person if performed in shadow. And what is shadow behavior?
No love (you feel no passion, bond, adoration or friendship).
Usage just for lust (hookup). Lust is good and essential as long as it’s accompanied by love. They are not the same thing folks.
Abuse (older person with immature younger person)
Power or control as a form of discipline
Violence
If you enjoy suffering karma and an inability to see synchronicity in your life go ahead and follow the rest of society down this awful road. There is nothing wrong with celibacy while you get your lightbody aligned. There IS something wrong with celibacy in the context of religion and believing its holy. SEX is holy.
Celibacy is unnatural and unhealthy for an extended timeor a lifetime. Humans are made to love one another. Sex needs to be with love folks, like the rest of life. Meditate and pray for clarity. It will be dropped right in front of you. The universe is all over this to help humans become aligned in their body. Sex is a powerful energy and we all need to respect it instead of treating it like defecation; “when ya gotta go ya gotta go.” Not. It will ruin your ascension and your heart.
Life is theater. The lightbody is subtle and can be felt as you pull back the curtain of density or believing that the gravity and magnetism you feel as the pain or suffering in the. body is real. It’s just a time-space vibration. Relax and release the breath and release the tension. It’s an illusion. WHAT IS REAL IS THE EASE OF THE LIGHT-BODY. Let that come to the surface. I believe it starts in the kundalini and the low back.
We are holding feelings and memories in our body of which we are unconscious and we need to let it melt off. Breathe In and out naturally and scan your body for tension. Remember that you have manifested a body probably thousands of times and you’ve come to settle on this one for now. It’s fun creation but it is temporary in its blood, tension, breath, and electricity. It’s purpose is ascension in spirit.
What does every breath of your body love? For me it is my fierce peach of a son and my work (writing and my holistic healthcare office). Start there in getting grounded. Once you feel secure and assured in what you love you will feel secure to let all the rest go that you do not love. Then your body will settle in. But there may be layers of emotion to release first.
Earth Magic 🎩 🪄
ScR is 8. DNA/RNA Forcing
4D time portal; 30 degrees N–150 degrees W in the N. Pacific between Baja, CA and Hawaii.
5D Gforce is Red 5 Overtone Moon-“I empower in order to purify. Commanding flow I seal the process of universal water with the overtone of radiance. I am guided by the power of navigation. I am a G.A.P. kin and pulse for 3days.”
Solar System Magic 🪄 🔮 ✨️ 🛋
3D is sync’d with 5D. VENUS is our mediating planet. Also pulsing are Earth, Neptune, and Mercury in 5D. The Moon in Sag square Neptune is our ANTIPODE; Red 9 Solar Dragon. The playful Sag energy can be thwarted by unfinished business with our Mother and ancestral ties from the past. The past is only coming forward now to be swept away. But it’s good to know what it is first.
Muggle Madness that can kill the magic if you take it too seriously. Play!
Venus forms a semi-square to Pluto this morning and a trine to Chiron this evening. The Venus-Pluto transit can temporarily wind us up. Matters concerned with our affections tend to trouble us. It can be all too tempting to manipulate or control others and situations, leading to unnecessary troubles. (See…mis-creating in 3D) Jealousy or possessiveness can emerge. However, it’s easier to pan out from problem areas as the day progresses–we’re prepared to learn from our fears and insecurities. We may get an opportunity to heal our relationships through openness to learning from one another. It’s a vital time for building trust in relationships and seeing potential in one another–we more readily see the beauty in human imperfection. (Here’s a biggie!!)
We also recognize the value of the people, relationships, and pleasures in our lives more clearly. Interacting with others in fresh ways–with more authenticity and sincerity–can benefit us now.
The Moon continues its transit of Sagittarius until 4:19 PM EST. The Moon’s square to Neptune and then Jupiter can stir wistfulness, restlessness, or emotional confusion, and we tend to take a detour from the middle road. Otherwise, the Sagittarius Moon encourages an enthusiastic approach to the day.
The Moon moves into industrious Capricorn from 4:19 PM forward, and we effortlessly connect with our ambitions or goals.
The void Moon occurs from 2:22 PM EST, with the Moon’s last aspect before changing signs (a square to Jupiter), until the Moon enters Capricorn at 4:19 PM EST.
I just got back from my meeting with the BBB and Leslie King’s name was dropped. She is from Grand Rapids, lives here, and helps women who have been human trafficked. Human trafficking and violence toward women and men in the sex trade is a nationwide problem. As she says on the video, it is a multibillion dollar industry. This is Jeffrey Epstein level evil on which I did a blog post showing how he lingered in the shadow of his birth kin destiny.
This mentality has corrupted bodyworkers, healers and lightworkers in my state and likely all over the country because of the DEGRADATION OF THE HUMAN BODY and our DNA, and who we are as a species. It speaks directly to what I am about and teaching as far as holistic mindset and the Mayan oracle.
She talks about forgiveness, spirituality, and about feeling hugged by Spirit. She FELT IT. God answered her prayer and it took her into rehab. Makes me weep. God is real. Source is real. Synchronicity is REAL.
Our DNA, our time, our bodies are a temple of the Holy Spirit. I’m all about it and I think highly of the human race, not politically correct disdain as many do. Holistic medicine is all about this.
I will be contacting Leslie and will keep you posted. Netflix is making a movie about her story.
If they call you selfish for loving yourself they’re not for you.What are supposed to do? Hate yourself and give your soul to them? Ask them that and see what they say. LOL. Don’t give your soul, your dreams, your body, or your will TO ANYONE! God doesn’t even ask that of us!
This post has gotten 740 views since 2019 when I first posted it. I guess it’s news to many people for some reason.
Desire is lust, it is not love. It’s no different than being hungry for food or even defecation for that matter. I call hookups defecation sex and I won’t do it. It is toxic to your emotional and spiritual energy bodies. But, I’m radical. I know. Just sayin’
The rub is at the end when he says “Divinity exists inside you”. Many people DO NOT believe that. They don’t have God’s eyes to see themselves or others because they don’t believe in God. They won’t call themselves an atheist but that’s how they behave as if God isn’t real.
God is not religion. God is Love, spirituality, and nature. The churches tried to kill those but it didn’t work. They tried to shush women’s leadership and intelligence and it didn’t work. They’ve tried to make men sacrificial lambs for war fodder and women sexual objects only and it didn’t work.
You see where this going…we either descend or ascend.
It seems to me, being born in 1963, that musicians and artists have been fighting for this issue for 100 years. And here we are with the chance to create a planet that is about ART, FREEDOM, TRUE EMOTION, authenticity, NATURE, and everything good about humanity. What is our potential? No one can tell the future exactly. We are creating the future day by day by our choices.
There’ve been times in my life I’ve been wonderin’ why Still, somehow I believed we’d always survive Now, I’m not so sure You’re waiting here, one good reason to try But, what more can I say? What’s left to provide?
Are you gonna wait for a sign, of your miracle? Stand up and fight
Make no mistake where you are (This is it) Your back’s to the corner (This is it) Don’t be a fool anymore (This is it)
The waiting is over, no, don’t you run No way to hide No time for wonderin’ why It’s here, the moment is now, about to decide Let ’em believe Leave ’em behind But keep me near in your heart Know whatever you do, I’m here by your side
For once in your life, here’s your miracle Stand up and fight
Make no mistake where you are (This is it) You’re goin’ no further (This is it) Until it’s over and done
Oh oh oh oh (Who makes the choice of how it goes?) It’s not up to me this time (You know) Comes a day in every life
Make no mistake where you are (This is it) You’re goin’ no further (This is it) Until it’s over and done (This is it) One way or another (This is it) (No one can tell what the future holds) (This is it) Your back’s to the corner (This is it) (You make the choice of how it goes) (This is it) The waiting is over (This is it) (No one can tell what the future holds) (This is it) You’re goin’ no further (This is it)
I’ve been resting all day, my immune system taking over because I worked deeply into some injured low back muscle yesterday and can hardly move. Now I know how my patients feel. Dopamine has taken over my brain.
So I was noticing that I was making a list in my head of all the things and people I used to go to to feel better; certain men I dated…meh…Magnum Bars…no too sweet…baking or cupcakes…no, too sweet…Starbucks, no, too expensive and not that great. Prime Video good series binge…not really.
Jazz, yes, I will always love that, espresso and dark chocolate, one particular fellow…maybe. Sushi happiness, meditation is like water and breathing, I rely on it. Working out and laughing with my son. And of course writing.
So many people and things I used to love have utterly left me and I just don’t care anymore. No affinity. How about you? Then Spirit told me to look up Pars. SYNCHRONICITY.
The increasing Presence of HIGH Frequency LIGHT ENERGY and the Fact that people are Spiritually Waking Up is causing many Beliefs. . . Traditions. . . Societal Rules. . . and Laws to Crumble and Dissolve into their own NOThingness because All that has Formed and Held them in place is the BElief in them.
Most things, We will BE Happy to see CHANGE or DISAPPEAR, but a few things that We Enjoy may also fall away.
Never forget that anything REAL Never dissolves or permanently disappears for Reality is HELD Infinitely in place by DIVINE Law.
Some things We have Loved and may BE feeling sad to see go will Re-Appear in NEW and Better forms.
For example many of us are finding that We NO Longer seem to have anything in common with people We once felt very close to.
Some entertainments. . . TV shows. . . books. . . etc.. . . NO Longer Hold our attention as they once did or have BEgun to feel boring and uninteresting.
Favourite foods may NO Longer Agree or seem to have NO Taste. We will NOT BE needing as much material food because as We Spiritually Evolve We are Fed more with ENERGY.
These Experiences are taking place because We have Evolved and are NO Longer Energetically in Alignment with many of the things that up to NOW have been a large part of our lives.
We Trust and Allow the process Dear Ones. . . both Within and without.
TRUST that there is a DIVINE PLAN unfolding that CANNOT Be Stopped or Delayed by Human Thinking or Activities.
ONE with God SOURCE is a Majority.
Many of us are finding that We prefer to stay quiet and away from the hubbub of the outer world at this time and that is fine.
Others of us may BE Guided to take actions of some sort and that is fine as well as long as We Trust and Allow our intuition to Guide us.
Much is Happening in the outer world and is going to continue Happening for a while yet.
Our job as a Light Worker is to Hold the LIGHT at all times and in all situations knowing that our Consciousness imbued with LIGHT is with us wherever We go.
Some around us will feel this LIGHT and BE Attracted while others may feel it and BE repelled but this is NOT our concern.
Everyone’s Journey is their own Personal Journey and it is Never the Responsibility of Another to Heal. . . Change. . . Fix. . . or Save them UNLESS They Reach Out.
Never attempt to change the thinking of another for contrary to what many believe. . . this is NOT Spiritual work but rather the expression of a belief in separation–that some people are Not one with SOURCE and need us to enlighten them.
The person We attempt to Enlighten may actually BE very Evolved and Experiencing a Chosen Lifestyle / Lesson / Experience.
WE Honour the Free Will choices of all unless We are asked for Guidance or information at which time We can Lovingly tell them what We know or observe.
Because We who resonate with these messages are Spiritually Awake and Aware. . . our work at this point is simply to Acknowledge the DIVINITY of every Person and Life form We See. . . Interact with. . . Read. . . or Think About.
Most of us have already Evolved BEyond feeling a need to fix others because We KNOW that in Reality everyone is already perfectly ONE with SOURCE and We NO Longer judge by appearances.
CHANGE is Upon the World Dear Ones. . . it is NOT coming. . . It Has Arrived.
WE are going to Witness the Dissolving of many Beliefs within our Present Systems of Education. . . Science. . . Medicine. . . Law. . . Religion. . . etc. Concepts and Beliefs that have been accepted as Being High Intellectual Truth.
This will Create Outcries and Resistance from Intellectual Communities. . . Human minds Who BElieve that Present Facts and Information Represent the HIGHEST Reality.
WE Stand back and Observe the world from that safe and secure place of LIGHT Within our Hearts Knowing that NO Thing can make us less that Who and What WE Already DIVINELY Are.
Let’s BE the LIGHT… See the LIGHT. . . and Live the LIGHT for WE Are the LIGHT.
Within DIVINE LOVE of ONE and in Service Pars Kutay
