I think the Sun-Pluto square is dampening our radiant sun at the moment. It brings up fears and buried matter to the surface. For me, living with my 21-year old son is reminding me of what I went through with his brilliant, eccentric, Maldekian father. It’s not a good thing. Lots of karma under the bridge. He is so much like his father. That said, I pivoted to gratitude for how much fun we had as musicians, faith in my son who is much more grounded and who helps me an awful lot around here. But sometimes…arggggg. Our kids are like both of their parents in addition to their unique self.
Add to that the Mercury Retrograde and Mars retrograde and it is most difficult to stay chipper. My remedy is espresso, chocolate, keep working, keep working out and drinking cold fresh water. The water gets rid of sleepiness and sugar cravings. Try it! I prefer water to sugar now to lift my brain.
What I just posted is in synchronicity with radiance and elegance and I wasn’t even fully aware of the line-up today because I was so busy with other things. This blog for me, for years now is not a give-away. I do it because I love rummaging around in the Tzolkin myself. I’m just sharing what I would be doing anyway for my book. I have to hook up the synchronicities I feel as soon as I get out of bed with the Tzolkin. It’s always spot on and Spirit informs me or pulls me to write something specific.
Right now we are in White 5 Dog. I don’t exactly feel radiantly loving but yesterday I thought, “I bet my followers get sick of me teaching and imploring them to improve.” I do that to myself but I could be lighter and more loving. It’s just when I do that for my patients they get lazy. It doesn’t matter I guess. You all do what you want anyway like all humans do. I am a very loving person naturally but I’ve learned not to be too much because people treat you like a chump, especially if you’re a kind woman. I love everyone (Venus in Pisces) so even if I get short of mad, never doubt that I care.
The Solar 9 Dragon in the subconscious hidden wisdom position today is the confident feminine coming forward, the kind that loves and leads. It doesn’t ride coat tails on men. She does it herself. We’ll see. Women have been programmed to give over so much of their power to the men’s agenda that it’s going to take awhile to learn to take care of yourself and not be a victim. Men as well. Men have been victim to angry women as well. That’s all being fleshed out now and I see DRAGON as embodying that energy. It’s blood memory and comes through the mother’s DNA. That’s another post, even a book.
Have a great Thursday!