My heart, in the burning heat of the Sun…stops.
I move on to a peaceful placid place where there is no Sun…Where I can bear my foolish, flickering existence without your blinding light.
I must retreat into my Night.
I am nothing in the face of the Sun and you must continue to burn.
I dare not ask anymore for a cool wind to touch me.
How can I ask for the Sun to cease its mission? And why should I? The Earth needs you.
But I am not all, My life here is not all. I am nothing and more…
My light is as the stars.
They can bear me…and hold me. The stars understand me but the Sun and the Stars share the same Sky.
It is One sky…in Union with The Earth.
You, the Sun.
I, the Stars by Night. One lights the Day, the other The Night.
Let’s be friends and share what we know of existence on this Earth.
For there is no time from whence we came. We are eternal, forever glowing and moving in our way.
Our path is towards eternity.
Our destiny is Life.
May 5, 1988, Red 5 Earth
(I was tuned unconsciously to The Tzolkin. I knew nothing of it in 1988. I lived in California then and had been to Israel in April. I wrote this after my divorce from Eddie, my 1st husband)